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[23 Jan 2006|07:11am]

saint99
[ mood | lonely ]

x. Name: Drew
x. Age: 23
x. Gender: male
x. Location [State, city, and a brief description of what it is like where you live.]:
I live in Ottawa Canada, the capital of canada, and well it's accually pretty beautiful here. I came from a smaller city across the boarder from detroit.

x. Education level: "some" college
x. Sports / Extra curricular activities: I'm not to into sports really, but last summer I tried skateboarding, man it was alot harder then I thought. I mean I've done it before when I was like 12, but that was on those huge old style boards that weighted 3 tonnes, anyway I never fell once but almost, and came pretty close to sending some girl rideing a bike into the river heh. good times... i'm a total loser heh.
x. Two Favorite books.
1. i forget the name, but it's a collection of short stories by H.P. Lovecraft, you gotta read it! incredibally creepy.
2. Family Guy (illistared addition)
x. Two Favorite movies.
1. The Crow
2. Pulp Fiction
x. Two Favorite places.
1. The forest area around where I grew up (solitude)
2. Zaphod's (a bar in ottawa, very strange/cool place)
x. Two Issues you feel strongly about and why.
1. Well for one I guess I could say that mindless killing is wrong, you know war fighting etc
2. And most of all the top 2% of the worlds population should now control 90% of the wealth. Those rich make their money off the backs of hard working people like you and me, then horde it and the lower class gets minimum wage. This keeps them from getting an education/knowledge, not unlike the middle ages. It's our work, we should get the biggest slice.
x. Two Important people in your life and why.
1. My kitten chloe, since she is so hillariously funny. She thinks shes a person so... thats why.
2. The voices in my head for keeping me sane, haha joke.

x. Views on religion?: I don't need it personally, and if it is a direct cause of human misery then I'm againt it.
x. Views on cliques?: I defy them all!
x. Views on same sex marriage?: go for it, even if you not gay. ahh everyone deserves the same freedoms.
x. Views on abortion?: I've never had one.
x. Views on sex without love?: I don't think it's for me personally.
x. Views on drugs/drinking/smoking?: I have no problems with some drugs, which are like say the "softer" ones, but very much against the hard ones I guess. drinking is fun, smokeing, I smoke, unfortunatly, so I think it's way too expensive? The worst drugs are the ones they give out in mass quantities to the population to cause compliance with societies structure, which i believe is the root cause of the illness.
x. Views on death?: it's bad? i dunno hard thing to have a view on heh.

x. Can you tell us what makes you cool or why you're different then everybody else? [100-200 words, please]. : well uh, hmm I'm not really into shamely self promotion but if you insist... heh, I can do many many things, I'm multi-talented (i hope). I draw, write player guitar write music i can fix stuff, build stuff etc, most of the time I'm a genuine and nice person. I accually just finished a tattoo for someone, of course just the image I've never accually tattoo'd anyone... yet. I can't wait to see my art walking around the room. and I've very different from everyone else, I've spent so much of life apart from other people that I've grown into a personality that has has less conditioning to social mores/norms etc.
x. Tell us who you are. [100-200 words, please]. : I'm just some guy out in the world, you could see me anywhere, I moved to the city to go to school and found I didn't want to do that with my life and now I work as a baker, I never saw myself doing anything like that but this is where I ended up. I have really long hair like for serious for a guy at least, I'm very dark. Music is my life and I could not go on if I went deaf.
x. Four Best Qualities.
1. I'm nice-tastic
2. I don't pee on the seat
3. honest
4. i will never let you down
x. Four Worst Qualities.
1. pesimistic outlook on life at times
2. my inability to care what the date is exactly, ex. "winter is the worst month"
3. my plans for world domination have failed
4. I can be drawn in by sappy romantic crap
x. Two Things you would want to change about yourself.
1. I would have a third arm if I could, sticking out of the side of my head.
2. I woudl have telekensis so I could make bank machines spit free money out at me. then I could quit my crappy job and stick it to the man yo!
x. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: I have no idea. Shooting garden gnomes with a machine gun from the top of a building because I've become a parnoid schitzo.
x. " " Ten years?: getting really drunk wakeing up the next morning to find out I ran for president, and won.

x. What makes you a perfect shadow?: I'm invisible, no one knows I exist. Not even in the same room, people mostly are to concerned with themselves to realize I'm standing right behind them. I'm the fly on the wall, all my life. You remember my name, but you don't remember I'm there.
x. Include any pictures, poems, song lyrics. interests -- anything you can think of to win us over.
well I guess it has to be song lyrics, and since I don't feel like writeing it all out myself I'll simply look it up and paste it, appologies if it's innaccurate. of course this is my ALL TIME GREATNIFICANT favorite song. Thats what i get, by Nine Inch Nails. yes it's depressing,heh sorry.
That's what i get

just when everything was making sense.
you took away all my self-confidence.
now all that i've been hearing must be true.
i guess i'm not the only boy for you.

Chorus: but that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get

how could you turn us into this?
after you just taught me how to kiss you.
I told you i'd never say goodbye.
now i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry.

Chorus

why does it come as a surprise.
to think that i was so naive.
maybe didn't mean so much.
but it meant everything to me.

Chorus

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Hi All! [28 Feb 2005|08:00pm]

piperp386
[ mood | drained ]

The form.
x. Name:Adrienne
x. Age:18
x. Gender:Femme
x. Location [State, city, and a brief description of what it is like where you live.]:Originally a southern girl (NC,LA,&TX), grew up all over the world (military brat) - mostly in Amherst, MA. Now living/at school in Hempstead, NY. What can I say about Hempstead...? It's on Long Island, just a short drive from the Hamptons - yes, I'm surrounded by rich, spoiled, brats. I live on campus (Hofstra University)...it's a pretty campus surrounded by a sketchy town...that's about it.

x. Education level:Currently a college Freshman
x. Sports / Extra curricular activities:Entertainment Unlimited (special events club at my school), Cunjunto de Bomba alumni(Afro-Puerto Rican dance troop)
x. Two Favorite books.
1.The Silmarillion/Dante's Inferno/Paradise Lost - it's a tie
2.A Game of Thrones
x. Two Favorite movies.
1.Dogma
2.Higher Learning
x. Two Favorite places.
1.San Antonio, TX (I was born there)
2.Bickendorf, Germany (My dad lives there)
x. Two Issues you feel strongly about and why.
1.The "War on Terrorism" - Fuck it! We've lost too many lives(on all sides) because of Bush's goddamn ego! (I have many problems w/ our government in general)
2.How it's "in" to be a person of color right now. Race is not and should never be treated as a fad! (I also have no tolerance for ignorance)
x. Two Important people in your life and why.
1.My little brother and sister (they're only a year apart - they count as one person). They are my partners in crime; without them life would be pointless and boring.
2.My mum. She's always supported me in everything I've done - even the stupid stuff.

x. Views on religion?:I was raised Lutheran & Jewish, now I consider myself to be a Wiccan Jew...I'm open to anything. I just hate it when people use faith as a weapon or an excuse.
x. Views on cliques?:Stupid
x. Views on same sex marriage?:Love is love...leave it at that.
x. Views on abortion?:Pro Choice, a woman's body is her own.
x. Views on sex without love?:Do what you want as long as your not hurting yourself or anyone else...unless your into that kind of thing.
x. Views on drugs/drinking/smoking?:Personally I won't touch the stuff...but I'm not gonna sit there and lecture on the consequences of using any substance...do what you do.
x. Views on death?:It sucks to loose someone...but it's all part of the cycle. (I'm talking about natural death...not unnecessary death...war,etc.)

x. Can you tell us what makes you cool or why you're different then everybody else? [100-200 words, please]. :~The Facts~
I live in a small college town that doubles as the pot Mecca of the East Coast(Amherst).
One of my little sisters is an Anarchist, one is the devil incarnate, and the other drools a lot.
My little brother is and always will be my partner in crime.
I am a self proclaimed dork.
Tolkien is my god.
My favorite foods are Tamales and Matzos Ball Soup (not together - I'm not that weird!).
I think I was a gerbil in my past life...or maybe a wolverine.
I suck at guitar - but I still try.
I am a military brat.
Since the age of 8, I've had a creepy obsession with Val Kilmer & Ray Liotta (I blame my mum).
I understand random phrases in Norwegian.
I am a mestizo Italian Jew from Texas (I know...wierd).

x. Tell us who you are. [100-200 words, please]. :
"Passive"

“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
But I just can’t believe him, ever the optimistic one
I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To become…my perfect enemy…

Wake up (we'll catch you) and face me (come one now),
Don’t play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Maybe you’re better off this way
Maybe you’re better off this way
Maybe you’re better off this way
You’re better of this; you’re better off this;
Maybe you’re better off!

Wake up (can't you) and face me (come on now),
Don’t play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Go ahead and play dead
I know that you can hear this
Go ahead and play dead
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
You fucking disappoint me!

Passive aggressive bullshit

~A Perfect Circle~
x. Four Best Qualities.
1.Sense of Humor
2.Wit
3.When I say I care, I mean it.
4.I will do anything to cheer someone up...even if it requires me making an ass of myself.
x. Four Worst Qualities.
1.Temper
2.Intolerance towards ignorance(ties in w/#1, ignorance leads to fear, which leads to hate...what can I say? I'm a hate hater.)
3.Stubbornness
4.I don't always think before I speak. I can be very harsh and not mean to be.
x. Two Things you would want to change about yourself.
1.meh...nothing really, my quirks make me me.
2.see above
x. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?:Grad school, part time job, broke.
x. " " Ten years?:Doing research in Israel, the British Isles, or Romania. I want to be a linguistical anthropologist, maybe a professor. Hopefully I'll have started a family by then...happily married and all that fairy tale fluff.

x. What makes you a perfect shadow?:I'll leave my mark on the world, one way or another, I will make a difference...even if I'm the only one who believes I will. People not believing in me just motivates me even more to prove them wrong. I refuse to do anything but my best in anything I persue...with that said...I know I can handle anything and everything this world throws at me.

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[18 Jan 2005|10:16pm]

tangledthoughts

Join passthesalt_. New community in need of members!

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[06 Dec 2004|02:36pm]

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Hey all, Im new :) [05 Sep 2004|10:10pm]

butterfly1804
[ mood | discontent ]

Here's my application..

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[05 Jun 2004|07:22pm]

___aneurysm
***lovelyrevulsion ***

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[03 Jun 2004|05:46pm]

___aneurysm
[ i dont remember if i applied to this one or not,but if i did, let me know and i will delete the entry.]

The form.
x. Name:brenda
x. Age:15
x. Gender:female
x. Location [State, city, and a brief description of what it is like where you live.]:Lynn,MA. My neighborhood is very quite, theres mostly all seniors around, but theres a few familys around here with little kids..

x. Education level:Freshman at LVTI
x. Sports / Extra curricular activities:I was in scouts for a little while, but im not anymore.
x. Two Favorite books.
1.prozac nation
2.never fade away
x. Two Favorite movies.
1.cruel intentions
2.thirteen
x. Two Favorite places.
1.Salem,MA
2.Boston
x. Two Issues you feel strongly about and why.
1.Music because, for me, it is a way of life.
2.Gay marrige, because i think people should be able to do whatever they want when they are in love, no matter what sex you are.
x. Two Important people in your life and why.
1.My grandmother, because she helps me thru all of my problems..
2.Cyrena, because she also helps me thru all of my problems, and shes a great friend.

x. Views on religion?:My views on religion are simple,everyone has atleast one person to worship/praise..But religion is an issue with me right now..
x. Views on cliques?:Pretty good when you have the right people.
x. Views on same sex marriage?:With, because it shouldnt matter what sex you are, as long as your in love.
x. Views on abortion?:You shouldnt murder your own baby, but then again, if you dont want it, or dont know who the father of the baby is, then its ok..i guess..i dont know.
x. Views on sex without love?:Against.
x. Views on drugs/drinking/smoking?:For some people, they are good because they make the person feel better, if you do them once in a while, its ok..
x. Views on death?:Its natural,because your most likely going to a better place.

x. Can you tell us what makes you cool or why you're different then everybody else? [100-200 words, please]. :I consider my self different from everyone else because i like alot of things that normal people are not interested in. I listen to alot of music that most people are into, which is good because i dont expect them to listen to it either, because they are naive. I have alot of different beliefs than anyone else around,and i find it interesting how people can critisize someone or something that they dont know/learn about. I also have unique way of doing my makeup, or for where i live at least, in my neighborhood, everyone is old,and have no lives, but theres totally different people in my house, especially me.
x. Tell us who you are. [100-200 words, please]. :My name is Brenda, i am 15 years old. I live in Lynn,MA, in a very quiet neighborhood. I was born and raised here. I have alot of interests in music,makeup,style,photography, and poetry. I take pictures of basically anything and everything, and edit them to look amazing. I write poetry on whats on my mind. It usually depends on the mood im in at the moment. I also like to play around with my make up styles, i look at communties and join for new idea, then work on some new ones myself. I try to keep them unique,so i can have something to be accomplished about.
x. Four Best Qualities.
1.I am a good listener, if someone comes to me with a problem,i try to talk with them and help them work thru their situation.
2.I am a good friend. Alot of my friends trust me with the world and i would never let that down. If someone left $500.00 on their desk, i would make sure it stays there, and make sure no one touches it.
3.My eyes pop out when i use certain colors. They change from blue to gray, its odd.
4.My smile. Everyone says that i have a beautiful smile, i dont think so, but thats what everyone says.
x. Four Worst Qualities.
1.My weight. I unfortuantly inherited all of my familys weight problems..I loose weight, then gain,then loose more, then gain.Its horrible.
2.My laugh. If there were one thing i wish i could change was my laugh. I HATE the way i laugh with a passion.
3.My voice. I sound really gurly when i talk, i wish i had a lower voice,like a few of my friends have..
4.My eyebrows, i shaved them off and they look horrible with they grow back,so i have to keep shaving them off to make it look good when i draw them on..
x. Two Things you would want to change about yourself.
1.My weight problems[listed above]
2.My voice & eyes.
x. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?:Hopefully graduated and in college.
x. " " Ten years?:In a successful trade,hopefully working in the makeup industrie.

x. What makes you a perfect shadow?:I enjoy makeup, i like making new creations and looking at ideas other people have. Its just interesting to know other people actually like the same stuff as I do.
x. Include any pictures, poems, song lyrics. interests -- anything you can think of to win us over.

Lyrics -

im here to wear you out
im here to watch you hide
nothing to figure out
im here to watch you die.
running away from the breast of
your busy giant healing machine.

[if you'd like a picture,just ask ]

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newbie [03 Jun 2004|02:59am]

real_as_it_is
[ mood | blank ]

x. Name: KiMmI
x. Age: 19
x. Gender: chicA
x. Location [State, city, and a brief description of what it is like where you live.]: PeteRsbUrg, WV ... smAll sHiT hOLe TowN ... SuX

x. Education level: 3 semesters of college DONE
x. Sports / Extra curricular activities: suRE

x. Two Favorite books.
1. WhEreVer yOU gO tHEre You aRe
2. TaoIsM

x. Two Favorite movies.
1. 10 tHinGs I haTE aBouT yOU
2. ScArfaCE

x. Two Favorite places.
1. THE BEACH
2. mY hAppY pLacE LoL

x. Two Issues you feel strongly about and why.
1. RapE .. b/C i KnoW
2. PeRsonAL gRowTh ... doNt knOW iF iTs aN issue BuT iTS iMpoRtaNT

x. Two Important people in your life and why.
1. mY siSSy~fRiENd ... wOUldNt b aBLe tO sURviVe wiThOut HER
2. YOU ... B/c If yOU r ReAdinG tHiS tHan yOU r pRoLLy a FriENd anD thAT meaNS a LOT rIghT noW

ThErEs oTheRs bUt weLL shIt haPpENs LoL

x. Views on religion?: Eh. well i believe that you believe. however i do not believe WHAT you believe. i used to but the more and more i read the bible ( you know the WORD of GOD ) and other books about religion ( chrisianity ) the more i started to contradict things that i was taught in church. i wouldnt say that i believe in the DEVIL b/c in order for me to do that i would have to believe in GOD as well. People believe in GOD to explain things that they dont make sense to them. Like HOW we got here and WHERE we will go when we die, etc etc. but i could go on and on about this so i will just say for all those who believe in GOD when HE comes back ( it says HE is in the BIBLE ) than HE is going to be REAL pissed off and YOU ...

x. Views on cliques?: StUpId anD mAde UP anD StUPid aND nOT nEEDed

x. Views on same sex marriage?: WhaTEvEr fLoAts yOUr bOaT

x. Views on abortion?: i pERsoNally wOUld NOT bUT sOmE r pUT iN siTuaTiONs wHeRe thEY NEED/HAVE tO ... sTiLL itS wRonG BuT stiLL ...

x. Views on sex without love?: lETs nOT gET stArTed On THAT ... SEX iS heaLTHY

x. Views on drugs/drinking/smoking?: Im StiLL woRKinG oN thIS onE

x. Views on death?: iTS a paRT oF LifE ... iM nOt aFRaid oF dYinG iTS thE thOUghT of BEing DEAD thAT scARes tHe SHIT OUtta Me

x. Can you tell us what makes you cool or why you're different then everybody else? [100-200 words, please]. : i ThiNK thATs a StuPId thING tO dO ... I AM ME!!! thAtS wHaT mAKes ME cooL/difFeRENt ... I MeaN c'MoN NOW ... I dONt HaVe 2 xPLain b/C thEY wOUld jUSt b woRdS yOUd haVE tO seE iT ... cAtCh mY drIFT?! LoL

x. Tell us who you are. [100-200 words, please]. : GuEss ... LoL! noBOdy REALLY KNoWS who tHEy ARE pER sAY yOU aRE aLWayS chAnGIn ... BeCOminG a NEW yOU ...

x. Four Best Qualities. ---teLL mE iF iM clOSe @ aLL ...
1. HoNesT ( somETImes tOO muCh )
2. Open-minded
3. loYaL
4. caRE-FrEE / FrEE spiRIteD

x. Four Worst Qualities.
1. I TruSt TOO eaSILy
2. LaZY
3. DeFEnsiVE
4. PrOcRastiNAtor

x. Two Things you would want to change about yourself.
1. EvERyThiNG
2. nOThiNg

x. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: BaCK paCKIng crOSS EuRopE

x. " " Ten years?: hMmMm ... HAPPY!

x. What makes you a perfect shadow?: I aM whAT i AM aND tHAt cAN bE soMEtiMES TOO muCH foR oTHers sO i FeeL caST aSIde LiKE a SHadow ... likE thEY thINK i AM tOo coMPLex tO bE unDERstOOD sO thEY doNT eVen TAke ThE tiMe

x. Include any pictures, poems, song lyrics. interests -- anything you can think of to win us over. --- wIn WHO OVER

~*an age is called Dark, not beacause the light fails to shine, but because people refuse to see it.

~*Dear Mom and Dad,
Please don’t cry.
I need you to listen,
to promise to try.
I want you to know,
your not to blame.
Things have just happened,
and I am not the same.
Your baby has made,
many a bad mistake.
I just need to know,
you will not forsake.
I have lost my will,
my reason to live.
Only emptiness inside,
nothing else to give.
I was searching for peace,
one moment content.
I tried everything,
my energy is spent.
I let it take over,
till I lost all control.
I am now just a slave,
no longer master of my soul.

Escape I am seeking,
many routes I have tried.
I always dead-end,
failure eats at my pride.
What I would give,
to awake each day.
See with clear eyes,
the possibilities today.
I still can’t say,
the words even pronounce.
This thing that I am,
I bought ounce by ounce.
Now I am scared,
afraid I will die.
I don’t think I can continue,
to live this lie.

Your little girl,
still wets her bed.
Only now its from tears,
so heavy they shed.
The thing I really want,
what I truly need.
Is unconditional love,
not advice to heed.
Please hold me tight,
your arms round my head.
Take away the pain,
Chase away the dead.
I want to believe,
I can be free.
I need your help,
save me from me.
Dear Mom and Dad,
please don’t cry.
This is a call for help,
not a last goodbye.




WeLL thATS All FoLkS ... hOPE yOU enJoyeD!! PEACE LOVE HAPPINESS

<3<3 K-B

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fighting [18 May 2004|10:38am]

raynie
[ mood | bitchy ]

Lately me and a certain someone have been fighting.. I'm not sure ehy but it's been constant for 2 weeks now and I have no idea how to stop it...am I doing something wrong? I hate that wwe fight and it seems to just be getting worse everytime we talk. I honestly don't know what to to do. I feel kind of lost.

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Song [18 May 2004|10:24am]

raynie
[ mood | devious ]

"Liar"
I have always been so proud of my honest part
So naturally the truth falls from my mouth
Cause I've lied my share of times in my life
Before the teeth it passed to even spit them out
It's so hard to find that I've been lyin to myself all this time
I say I know you but it's time I've realized
despite my mean is far from growin
Eternity is plaguing me but it happens all the time
Because I just keep tryin
It's so dark in here
And I need you there
To ease my growin fear
So now I know the truth that I've been missin all along
Or maybe it stayed and watched you there
And I could cause up a lifetime liar of the truest kind
But I'm no longer blind
It's so hard to find that I've been lyin to myself all this time.

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